老餅范

Time really flies, bygone!!! It's just like the day happened yesterday when my 3rd (probably the last child of our family!!) was born, but he's five months old last week. And it's the 3rd year I am serving in HSSC. The workload is crazy here and I failed to imagine how I handled such heavy but short time-bound workload.

Last night, both Yee Fun and I lost our temper and shouted to Sammi and Gordon, our first two kids. They quarrelled and then fighted each other. In fact, I do think our domestic helper can do a bit more for help us in the house. Of course, Yee Fun won't agree. Worse than that, while I am attending two evenings in CUHK, she also learns Putonghua an evening a week.

In fact, we're in quite a stressful condition in allocating and arranging work and activities in the house. Gordon seems a special kid and needs special attention to him. I'm probably the best one to do so cos he is so "adhesive" to my presence. Sometimes I lost temper also.

Daniel of the church asked me to help in the Sunday school. I didn't know exactly how and why I promised him about it. It drives me extra burden on my life but probably I don't know how to reject him. It's for God's work and I cannot deny doing it!! How come I handle so many things to do!!

Mom-in-law is over 72 years old and doesn't help so much; she serves us 2 dinners at the weekend and on Sunday and it's already of great help from her. And I also have to take care of my dad. I insist having breakfast or tea at least once a week, beside going to his house for dinner. I do think it's my sole job.

Gracefully enough, I'm still healthy and don't have much illness. That's God's abundance grace, I believe, though I don't know how long I can keep it any longer.

Anyway, I still keep my attitude towards life, that I always try my best to live well, to serve others, and to try my best to enjoy life.