老餅范

“Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.” Mark 11:24

I and my wife had a good talk with the pastor of my church and his wife last Saturday evening. I also shared with them my intention and worries over it. They gave us (particularly me!!) good comfort and confidence, and also assures us that God will help us make a good path according to His will, His plan, and our strength of handling.

Yesterday I also read a book about prayer to God. Prayer is so powerful that it really works. The reason is of course, that He rule the world, and is the creator. He don't have anything that he is not capable of.

The question is only this: whether it's His will, or my own will only. Is it something that I wish to avoid, or I really wish to follow His will.

I'm going to cope with great pressure if I decided to do the plan, views from relatives and friends, my future career, family financial burden, our living standard...etc. But Pastor Tung and Mrs Tung assured us the adequate confidence that God will take care of the rest, if the decision is in His plan.

Life is short, and worse of all, it's goalless if we strive for a living only for money, for a betterment of living, comfort in living...etc. Are our goals set from our own desire? What do we depend on in our short life? What's God's plan on me in his Place?

I also decided to talk to Dr. CHAN, who is one of the influencial persons in my life towards having a baby. I adore him, and he's a good follower of God. I wish I can get a better idea from him upon my plan.

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Xin Yan and Xin Pei are so great and kind to each other. I can't stop kissing them and hugging them all the time. Time is short, and I don't wanna miss the unique opportunity of having a good time with them, with Yee Fun, and of course, with my dad. He's 74+ years old already.

May God lead my way, my family, and my life towards Him.

Amen.