老餅范

"But this is our moment. This is our time. Our time to turn the page on the policies of the past and bring new energy and new ideas to the challenges we face. Our time to offer a new direction for the country we love."
-- Barack Obama, a 46-year-old black man who finally won the Democratic nomination for President of the United States.

Yes, we need to change. In fact, once we're born to earth, we start to change, physically, mentally, emotionally, intelligently, and spiritually.

I am the one who is not confident to accept changes but yet, I always have change. I am not always satisfied with the status quo. I change my jobs, change the number of my family members(oh gosh!!!), change my study direction and programmes, change my style (relatively slow!), change my views towards things. One thing I haven't changed in these 18 years -- the faith to God. I believe He is real, kind, full of mercy, justice, and total control over the universe, and most importantly, He is the origin of Love.

The third bb is coming to our family in less than two months. Well, we're prepared, psychologically and physically, and so are the kids. Blessed to God that they are not envy towards this new member.

Yet, I wanna change, change my career, change my workstyle, and even change my 'title'. What I mean is, I really wish to become a full-time house-husband, taking care of those 3 kids and the family, and at the same time, writing my book. This is a book about a father of three monsters.

Life is full of colours. Colours can be added or mixed up with, on your own, with your discretion. It's in your hands, with God's permission of course.

If you don't want to add colours, or even prefer mono-tone, well, it's only black and white. If you're not satisfied with it, take the first move and see what happens.

Life on earth is short, pretty short, and more importantly, I don't know when it ends. But I won't be unhappy if in the end, lose my life because I'm sure I will go back to God's place. Definitely I will regret that I cannot have more time to enjoy the God's creation, enjoy the moments with my family and friends, enjoy my life from God that I can help and contribute to the world.

Yesterday, I went to Victoria Park with Xin Pei, for the memory of the deaths who died in the tragedy on June 4, 1989. Though my son didn't understand the meaning of candle-night ceremony, but I'm sure, one day, he understands, one day, he takes over my place, until the day when the Central Government admits those students' bravery and kind heart.